Avoidance

There has been a shift, she used to sit for hours on the couch where she found him, she needed to do it. 

Now she keeps running from the second she opens her eyes until the time she shuts them to sleep. 

She knows exactly why she doesn't want to feel. She is exhausted both mentally as well as physically from losing him. 

Feeling the emotions is too much for her right nowso she keeps running, she keeps going, packing her day full so her mind doesn't have time to think. 

She knows it isn't good for her yet she continues to do it each and every day. She will face it all but for right now it is just to much so she keeps going.