Forgetting

 

She is desperately trying to remember his voice in her mind. 

As the days move forward she fears forgetting any little detail, she fears not being able to hear his voice. It consumes her, she listens to all the videos he sent her over and over again. 

It isn't the same has hearing him talk directly to her. She sits there praying she will always be able to hear him yet she feels as if the memories are fading as her heart shatters. 

They spent so much time talking to each other through out the day she cannot fathom how she is forgetting his sound, how she cannot hear his laugh within her. 

Yet it is so painful to listen knowing she will never hear him call her name again...